money is not everything

but it sure can buy you happy things.

i just had my "oral exam" with the big boss, and got my "results". i've got a nice bonus and an okay increment. and also was told of a potential "ang pao", if i stayed a little longer.

i've already been so bored in my job that my bonus is all that's keeping me. After this, i know i will leave.

but the money...it does make me think a little, because if i'm going to start yet another expensive hobby, i will need some.

...

nah, it's not worth it.

closet loli

i just realized i'm a closet lolita.

if only i bought that MM dress! then maybe i wouldn't be feeling so unfulfilled right now.

=(

plotting my escape

the last trip that i just took a couple of days ago just convinced me of one thing:

i HAVE to go. i NEED to leave.

how else can i explain the feeling i have of not wanting to get back here? even the previous trip didn't give me this feeling.

perhaps because this time, i left when i was needed the most, when i had a whole crapload of work to do. i left anyway, and the world didn't end, and i had a great time, and i didn't want to get back to work.

and it convinces me that i have to leave now, before the good gets marred with mistakes and errors.

just a little more...