next phase of my life

well, the application has been sent and is completely out of my hands. we shall know next february.

meanwhile, preparation for the JLPT is now ongoing, full speed ahead. my aim is not just to pass but pass in the high 300s, hopefully 350 and above.

and i realize how much i really love the japanese language. maybe even more than my mother tongue.

(does that have anything to do with the japanese boys i follow (so much cuter than the local ones), or the japanese dramas i watch (let's not even compare)?)

not here

presently, i am either

1) panicking over my statement of purpose;
2) panicking over my impending JLPT exam; or
3) rotting my brain watching various JE boys who may or may not be able to act.

take your pick.

*hangs out busy sign*