now what?

bad economy = difficulty in finding job. i have one for another 4 months but after that, i might have trouble feeding myself, let alone save another few more thousands.

i'm now trying to survive on less than $500 per month, with the bulk of my salary going into my japan funds. even though that's not going to be enough. before buying anything, i ask myself if it was more necessary than another day's rent in japan.

i'm also spending $200 per month on japanese classes in preparation. this is something i can't save on, since theoretically, it will help me save money by ensuring i get put in a higher level class when i do get there.

so now what? there really isn't an answer, is there?